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boring day

2004-07-26T21:45:00.000+08:00

haiz.. today jus passed my day wif boring n complicated lessons.. duno what the heck the teacher toking abt.. hahaz.. my poor fren were kana pestered by my Q.. hehe.. i realli dun understand ma.. hahahz.. haiz.. today ben lai meet k after sch de lor.. but i forgotten that i still hav to go the so called idea room ar.. kaoz.. hav to cancel my appointment.. =(.. but i also nv regret going there.. the room is veri interesting.. haha.. got a lot of big big cute cute cushion for us to sit on.. haha.. some of my frenx fall aslp on it.. haha.. then the person who brief us on the importance of being creative n innovative so jialat sia.. he say our cos like majiam go out wun find a single job like that.. haha.. was cursing him on my way home sia.. hehe
haiz.. veri sianz now leh.. stomach also painz painz.. i think wanna popo.. oops.. :P i think i nothing to write le la.. tml lesson starts at 9.. so i intend to wait for his call.. gtg le.. bye haf a nice day

painz..

2004-07-25T22:31:00.000+08:00

hi.. hai.. today damn tired sia.. forced myself to wake up at 10.. then went to tampines to meet nanie.. her dad bring us go tampines.. hehe.. so fun.. hav a gd slp on the car.. then meet aine n nik to makan lor.. haha.. yeaH!!@@ we hab done more than 50% of our project.. so happie.. in jus one day wor.. what proj.. haha. .. not telling ya.. but it's god damn interesting neh.. hmmz.. then go central meet ken to haf our dinner.. we had cutlet rice.. veri full sia.. saw ah min there.. so tian mi wif her bf.. so envy.. why her honeymoon period so long one.. while mine.. haiz..
had a long chat wif ken on the way home.. tears lingerin around my eye.. threatening to flow out any moment.. buti stop it.. ken say mayb the honeymoon period btn us is gone.. why?? why cant a relationship stay sweet forever?? i try not to think abt it le.. but.. still..... wanna cry.. but..
don wanna go to sch.. donwanna go out.. dun wanna tok.. dunwanna do anything..
i wish i can rest forever.. escape from all these stress.. bgr.. sch.. everything.. i wish i can jus slp forever..

why must a people start to regret after losing it??? am i still the same old liyun??~!!!!!! argh,,,,,,,,,

issit still there?

2004-07-24T23:09:00.000+08:00

"since the day u giv mi time n ask mi to think abt our relationship.. i find that i concentrate more on studies n work.. " "if we had another quarrel.. i think i wun be able to take it.. " 'i used to hope for us to be together forever.. but now i cannot hope for tat' these few sentences still circulate in my mind .. tear can't stop flowing down.. now i noe how much i wan him.. in the past i take him for granted.. i think i need to be guai le.. he also mention that if we realli brk.. he wun haf another gf.. cos he wanna enjoy the life of being single.. i wan the old kelvin back~!! in the past he wun say these to mi de.. issit that i becoming uglier or fatter.. then he xian qi mi?? haiz.. i duno.. am i relyin too much on him?? haiz.. i will stress him out if i cry infront of him.. haiz.. i must learn to swallow my tears.. i must learn to giv in more.. i must learn to be a guai gf who everything say yes.. who wun pester him too much.. who wun throw tantrum on him. but issit still mi?? how??~!! i need some answers~!! *heartbroken*

yoz.. im back

2004-07-24T12:38:00.000+08:00

haha.. sorri for not bloggin for such a long time.. haha.. the stoopid monitor break down la.. haha..
ermz.. nothing much happen lor.. i also forgot what happened actuali. hee.. i jus know i hav tons of hw.. time flies.. mi n bf jus like that lor.. what else to say? hahaz.. saw san's bloggy jus now.. feel sad for her also.. i know her feelins. hope that she can bring herself together againz.. san~!! cheer up.. i will alwaes support u de wor.. =) veri sianz leh.. i got hw.. but i dun hav the mood.. my shoulder hurtz.. cos my bag too heavy.. haiz.. no idea what i bring to skool sia.. haha.. am i toking crapz here?? well.. i think i gtg le ba.. will continue tml?? hehe.. bye bye..

stress

2004-07-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

haiz.. duno what the teacher taching sia.. she like makin a speech like that.. keep on talkin n talkin non stop.. haiz.. catching no ball sia..

haiz.. we now ok le.. i can still feel tat that he lub mi.. but not as much as b4.. forget it..

today so happi sia.. can chat wif huiting n mickey mouse online.. long long time nv chat wif them le.. lolz.. miss them lots sia.. misses those days working wif them.. damn fun.. haiz.. not like now.. stuck in that stoopid poly.. got all those stoopid teacher.. haiz.. sibei sianz ar.. shen ar jiu jiu wo~~~

i think i end here la.. i got tons of hw to finish~!! hahaha actualli i not mood to do also.. ciaoz/..~!1

what hav i done wrong

2004-07-11T12:56:00.000+08:00

fuc*.. what hav i done wrong sia?? issit wanna chat wif u on phone wrong?? im feelin miserable now.. u say that u can't be yourself when u r with mi.. then break la.. am i right? break free from mi is ur dream.. ain't i right?? u can get all your freedom.. n be urself.. right?? why make two ple so nan guo.. break wif mi.. maybe it is better for the both of us.. realli.. u say u love mi thats y u cant let mi go.. but i can sense no love from u.. realli.. ask ur heart which one do u realli wan?? and u can onli choose one.. haiz..

tired.. shag.. worn out..

2004-07-08T21:58:00.000+08:00

haiz.. i cant wait for weekend to come man.. the skool days sucks.. cos mani hw.. so diff sia.. die ar.. i can see my result le.. wahaha..
haiz.. veri busy.. u can see mi after skool guai guai go home.. cos nowhere . no money n no energy to go out.. hahahaz..

haiz. dearx also start skool le.. most of our timetable cannot tally.. so our meeting time lessen.. haiz.. will we last?? haiz.. keep smsing these few day sia.. i think my bill sure bust~ hahaz//
hai.. my hw haven do~!!! duno how to do la.. shit sia..

daydreamers~!!

2004-07-07T22:14:00.000+08:00

haiz.. jus awake frm my daydreaming..

today lesson.. veri nan de leh.. 1 hr maths.. nv even practise my hobby..(daydreaming) u noe why.. cos that stooopid teacher gave us lotsa diffffff Qnnn.. kaoz.. she think we all genius ar.. the more she teach.. the more blur we r.. hahaz.. think my brain cells die a lot sia..

then lessons ends at 12pm lor.. so earli right?/ haiz.. then meet kx at je lor.. n i was super late.. tat class rep la.. haiz.. cannot make up his mind to go where eat sia.. keep following him ard.. lol.. he so pop sia.. go anywhere sure got ple noe him one.. pai seh man.. then hor.. mi n kx go library lor.. wan find the book geomatic need.. but cannot find.. argh,, someday go buy sia.. then go back jp.. cos nowhere to go.. sat at coffee bean n drink my favourite mocha wif cream~!! lol.. then saw huifen emily they all.. heard stories of their skool.. veri interesting.. lol..

then go home lor.. sianz.. i think everyday after skool.. my onli destination is home.. lol.. damn tired.. n no $$ to go anywhere also.. lol.. must find job le la.. any lobang?? hee..

now still wondering what to wear tml.. haiz.. i hope poly also got uniform sia.. no more clothes to wear liao la.. aiyo..

i think i go slp le la.. bye bye..

first dae of skool

2004-07-05T21:34:00.000+08:00

yoz.. hee.. came back frm sch le lor.. quite fun.. not so lonely as i think ba.. cos we move as a class.. if one late all late la.. lolz.. but the teacher is like veri blur like tat leh.. one cannot switch on air con.. n one.. like slping like tat.. hehehe.. the structural mechanics.. quite diff leh.. i regret not studyin harder for my o's for phy sia.. do until i wan go bang wall.. but i will work hard hard de.. haha.. find somedays.. find kaixin.. or bowei or suhwei to help mi wor.. lol..

haiz/. i think i go do hw le.. bye bye

moody ...

2004-07-04T23:36:00.000+08:00

ytd went to ktv with ken, min n jane til 4 am.. quite fun.. haha.. veri paiseh when the waiter gave us two potato chip instead of one chips n one bowl of nuts.. haha.. i suppose he recognise us.. cos last week we also went.. n jane n min threw the nuts all over the room sia.. lolz..

then.. i jus came back lor.. went to meet dearz.. kaoz.. he was sleepin when i called him at 1 plus.. he is supposed to meet mi at 1.30.. so i had no choice but to go to his hse n wake him up.. he realli slp like a piggy sia.. even his mum n sis cannt wake him up.. den i shook him veri vigorously lor.. he was like veri blur blur look when he saw mi.. should hav take it down for u all to see .. haha.. veri farnie sia.. lol.. den we go west mall walk walk lor.. n had our dinner at the new japanese ramen restaurant.. i had tori karaage ramen.. n dear had his curry bento.. quite nice.. lolz..
dearz veri malu sia.. he tried to enertain mi.. but.. he accidentally overturn the glass of water.. heng nv kana mi lol.. i so paiseh u noe.. lol.z..

then go jp walk walk lor.. n stroll all the way back to my hse.. i realli wish that my hse can dun be so inside.. damn tired man..

haiz.. tml start skool liao leh.. i scare i alone.. though i meeting my classmates to go together.. realli hope can be better frenzx wif them lor.. *wishing* *praying* tml starting lesson at 8.. so cya there..~!! gtg slp lor.. bye bye.. nitez..

busy busy busy

2004-07-02T16:14:00.000+08:00

tues - 29 june..
ermz.. i went for the orientation for the 2nd day... well.. not bad la.. we had ice breaking games.. play for a while quite fun.. but for a long time.. veri stopid.. this games is like.. u call one of the ple's name.. the whacker will whack the person unless he calls another ple's name.. wel.. i kinda kana one time.. but heng the senior wanna change game.. haha.. haixz.. need to buy more pants sia.. heard that this cos mostly need ple to wear pants..
then after tat mi go meet dear lor.. we went ps to eat pizza.. ee.. i think the pizza at pasta mania taste betta.. lol.. then i wad veri tired ma.. so i giv a bit of atittude .. then dear heard something i said which make him mad u noe.. but i duno eh.. he walk away. i tot he went toliet.. so i go spotlight walk walk see see lor.. in the end he outside.. he said veri angrily that he nearly went home.. but i duno what i did wrong u noe?!! haiz.. then we both cold battle frm dohby ghaut til boon lay.. he say i treat him like toy againz~!! i was realli mad le.. so i stopped at kaixin's bus-stop.. i rather i walk home alone than kana humilated by him.. he was like chasing.. while i ran.. i shouted at him to shut up.. n i declare for a break up.. he kneeled down.. beging mi to patch .. he dunwan mi to let go.. i was like.. wah lau.. i first time so adamant of breaking up. cannot giv up so easily.. in the end.. i still giv in.. we r back together le lor.. he like keep hugging mi n asking mi whether i still like him anot..
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wed 30 june..
i pon the third day orientation.. lol..cos that day all games.. i hate games.. especially those need running one.. stoopid man.. so i went out wif dear to orchard lor.. firstly we go taka to eat seoul garden.. damn full man... ben lai wanna wait until 5 for the sushi.. but the stoopid ple.. clear the pot n the pan.. when mi n dear go get ice kacang~!! sob.. *angry*
then hor.. i dunwan stay at that damn place le la.. we go far east lor.. kaoz.. dear saw a pair of shoes.. $399!! wah liao..he bought it somemore.. i was quiet.. bo way gong also.. i giv up on him le la.. then we go coffee bean sit sit lor.. i hav ice coffee veri nice.. after that he drag mi to taka to get mi a jacket~! yeah!@@ it is the one i fancied for quite a long time le.. left onli one .. so i took it.. it is damn damn cute,, puma .. pink n grey one.. i loves it~!!! haha
then we go jp le.. at that time is abt 10 plus.. then we go eat mac.. we had to wait until 12 for spiderman 2~!! hee.. the movie quite ok la.. haha.. feel free to watch it!! lol..

thurs 1 july
i went for the flag day at 8.. meetin my classmates at 8.30 lor.. haha.. asked them whether the games nice anot.. n they ans.. onli5 guys went.. omg.. we all laff.. ke lian de khairul.. haha.. he say he will make his head shiny shiny for us if we go.. but no one went.. hohoho.. by the time we finish.. its 2 le.. we went back to je to meet the other grp.. n back to sch .. we counted the amount.. i raised abt 41.2... khairul onli 5 plus.. he giv the reason that when he smile noone donate.. he dun smile ple then donate.. wahahaha.. stoopid sia.. then count finish until 4 le.. then go meet dear for his haircut,,
we went to je .. he likes to go there giv the so called auntie cute lor.. but i dun think she looks like auntie.. she so pretty.. humph!! =( veri unhappi sia.. dun like other gal or female to touch him ma.. i selfish i noe la~!!
then we went to eat japanese food.. i had some katsu don.. n dear had curry don.. mine nicer.. hee.. then went back my hse n slp.. veri tired sia~!!

haha.. finalli today can stay at home slack.. countdown onli left 3 days le.. mon lesson is 8 am.. die~!! going mop floor le.. bye bye.. hehe

im okay le..

2004-06-27T23:22:00.000+08:00

im okay le.. thanks u guys for ur concern.. hahaz.. ytd went fly kite wif my dearly classsmates.. most of us r first timer.. but we can fly kite until the string not long enuff n the kite jus flew off.. haha.. then we ate steamboat.. puke.. the food not so fresh one.. no wonser the uncle wan gif us discount.. haha.. then mi cq, jane n min.. went to chinatown to hav our ktv session.. omg.. we sang frm 10 pm to 3 am.. lol.. the xtra two hrs is free one ma.. lol.. i realli sing my heart out.. song bo~!!

im now veri nervous.. cos tml orientation.. veri scared i make no frens.. wo papa.. i m a loner u see.. i dun tok much.. so haiz.. i also duno what to say la.. haha.. wish mi luck for tml la.. i will keep u update!!! bye..

*what am i waiting??*

haiz..

2004-06-25T13:52:00.000+08:00

when i saw ur nick.. i was shocked.. (am i a toy to you.. i guess i am) am i realli treating u tat bad.. why m i in the wrong?? i waited until so late for ur call.. n u onli call to let mi listen to u watching tv?? i say one thing i hav to repeat so mani times.. who wun be dulan.. u make mi hav this feeling that u call mi onli wan mi to pei u .. when ur show is finished or u wan focused.. u jus say it too late.. go to slp la.. n i ask why.. u said.. i wan watch tv.. hav u care abt my feelings anot?? u r so selfish~!!

everytime u ask mi why i key all my sad thoughts into my hp outbox.. cos i noe when i key in.. there is no response.. the hp wun defend itself.. it jus accept my feeling silently.. everynight when im sad.. i will write something in b4 i slp.. if not.. i will go mad.. im a person who think too much.. u noe that.. ain't u..

ta hai bu dong she meh shi wo yao de wen ruo.. ru guo gao shu ta.. jiu mei you yi yi le.. do u noe.. u call for 1 hr.. u onli talk for 10 mins.. the other 50 mins.. is silence.. onli the sound of ur breathe.. n tv.. n im the idiot waiting for u to talk.. hav u ever wonder.. when is the last time u tok to mi on phone wholeheartedly?? thats long time ago le..i rather u call someone u r more interested to tok to.. other than waste ur phone bill on mi.. are we going to end herE?? i duno.. i noe is all my fault.. i should not control u.. i should not demand too much.. i should not.... expect anything frm u.. .........

why r my tear keep flowing non-stop..

the pictures of his cousins~!!! yanling and amelia~!!

2004-06-24T18:55:00.000+08:00

the first 4 is yanling.. she is onli 4 wor.. she is damn cute n friendly..
the last one is her jie jie.. amelia.. she is shy.. guai but veri sweet also wor.. lol.. O_+" cute ma?? wahaha

yo.. wo shi tian cai~!

2004-06-24T18:37:00.000+08:00

haha.. today i woke up at 12.30 pm plus.. by a phonecall frm dear.. haiz.. he call mi xiao zhu hai bu qi lai ar.... kaoz.. i onli luv to slp nia la.. aiyo.. hee.. chatted wif him for a while then i go wash up lor.. n go ah ma hse to hav my lunch.. she din cook much cos she duno i wan eat.. so i eat rice soaked in ku gua soup.. n fish.. *poor thing* =D~ hee..

then at abt 3 plus.. mi n mummy.. cook sushi rice.. cos we wan make sushi.. hahah.. nonsense right? 0_0|| we r not successful in cookin the rice.. cos i nv heed mum's advice to soak the rice in water for 30 mins b4 cookin.. n the rice is so hard man.. haha.. can throw at my enemies .. wahaha.. then mummy is so clever.. she add some water againz.. n then steam it.. n miracle realli happens.. the rice is soft.. jus nice..

n then.. we cook vinegar.. 8 soup spoon of white vinegar, 2 soup spoon of easily melted sugar.. n a teaspoon of salt.. i slightly boiled it.. n its ok~!! silly mi go smell it.. n kana choked by the smell.. hahaz.. mummy nearli laff to death.. oops.. lol..

then mi n mum pi sai who make nicer sushi.. we hav three ingredients.. cucumber, crab meat n lotsa hotdog(my favourite~!!) haha.. in the end i lost~!! i duno how to wrap that stoopid rice into the stoopid seaweed.. always out of shape de la.. i gave up.. quite full after finish makin. cos mummy n i was rolling it.. n also eating it.. lol..

i jus upload some pics of my dear's cute cute cousins.., cute cute mi also.. trying to upload it here.. maybe next post will put.. gambate!@@ lol.. tata~!! i go upload the pic e..

back from chalet..

2004-06-23T22:58:00.000+08:00

haloha.. im back.. haiz.. jus back from dear's chalet.. din hav much fun.. cos nothing to do.. can't play poker cards.. cos noone to play wif.. haiz.. but can noe two cute, frenxy.. cute cute cute.. cousin of dear.. they r soooo adorable.. haha one called annabell.. we call her yanling.. n one call amelia.. haha.. on the last day.. dear ask yanlin whether she likes mi anot.. she shyly nod her head~! omg.. she's~!! so.. adorable.. haha.. ytd nite i was like hugging her n play wif her hair.. so soft n smooth.. i told wished i will hav a baby gal like her.. hahaz.. so cute

haiz.. jia men bu xing.. my parents jus scold my bro upside down.. he.. he.. haiz.. duno what to say.. my mum considerin whether to cal the police anot.. wah lau.. i was so scared.. o_O" haiz..

yoyoyo

2004-06-21T12:20:00.000+08:00

dear bloggy.. i will be away for a chalet until wed.. so must miss mi wor.. lolx.. bye cya.. miss ya

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2004-06-20T03:38:00.000+08:00

my dear dear blog.. how.. i veri sian leh.. no choice but to come n disturb u.. lol... what is life? what is love? what is frenx?? if u r realli concern abt mi.. ask mi personally.. dun go disturb my frenz ok?? if u hav the sincerity.. sms mi la.. dun happi happi tok to mi.. den not happi ignore mi.. im tired of those time that i kept asking u what happen.. worrying that where did i offended u..

since the day u n yihui come og find mi n u treat mi like stranger.... since the day i saw ur new hp no n i dun even know.. i already gif up this frenship.. though i may not noe the reason.. i dun even bother to ask.. u may ask why.. ask urself ok??

taking thing easy le..

veri bored leh~!!

2004-06-20T02:31:00.000+08:00

haiz.. now im veri qin xin wor.. cos.. i slp frm 6-10pm.. due to the medicine i ate.. now cannot slp le.. veri sian leh.. tml will be staying at home ba.. nowhere to go n no $$ to spend.. dear tel mi to go to his chalet.. but i duno wan to go anot as his dad will go on mon.. i veri scared his dad.. i got this feelin tat he dun like mi leh.. n his mei also dunwan mi to go?? haha.. i duno la.. no $ go there eat grass issit.. hahaz..

haiz.. now waiting for him to call.. he told mi not to.. but i no choice.. cos i cant get myself to slp.. though now my eyelid veri heavy.. my brain is still active.. die ar.. how to slp sia.. everytime like this one leh.. *feel giddy* feel like eating slping pills to let mi RIP.. lol.. nobody online now.. HELO wake up..!!! hehe.. haiz.. haiz.. haiz.. damn sian now.. who can tok to mi..~!!?? argh..

sicko~!

2004-06-19T23:11:00.000+08:00

now my hand is trembling veri hard sia.. it hink it is due to the medicine i ate jus.. haha.. i go see doc.. my family doc.. he is damn nice. like a father sia.. i told him i feel like vomiting recently.. the 1st Q he ask is.. how long u miss ur period?.. i was like.. dumbfoounded sia.. my mind i shouting at him.. hey sir.. im pure ok? lol.. then he gave mi lot of medicine.. i eat until veri cham.. veri ex also.. $33 leh..

now chatting wif cindy.. she is my bf's meimei wor.. real one la..
she is veri pretty , cute n innocent wor.. lol.. but like to quarrel wif his bro.. ermz.. today went to his hse nv saw her.. lol.. hope she study hard hard wor.. i believe she can.. can dun be influence by bad company.. i hope she noe what she is doin

haiz.. sianz..no mood to eat.. drink plain water also veri cham. i think my taste bud spoil liao la.. eat everything also guai guai de leh.. lol.. i think i got nothing to say leh.. hope next time can go out wif xin.. bo wei, ken they all lor.. cos sch is gonna open soon.. gtg.. bye..

im sick`~!!

2004-06-18T14:13:00.000+08:00

im so terribly sick sia.. having fever, sorethroat, flu(threedays le) and now bodyache~~!! i feel like i onli 1 step away from the coffin.. im dying.. veri xin ku ar..`!!!

ytd even worse.. i feel like jus eat xtra pills to kill myself.. cos i jus can't slp , eat n keep vomiting.. duno whats the problem wif mi.. today cannot meet dear.. cos im fainting.. so he has to come my hse.. then after a while he must go work le.. beginning to fall in love wif my new blogskin.. i think i wun change until next feww mths.. in the beginnin.. i cannot dl. so i ask xin xin to help mi.. thankew wor... then i finish makin it le.. fen tell mi the webby for the tag b0ard.. thanks for all ur help man.. hehe..

i think i gtg rest le.. the neck pain until veri kns..

new skin~!!

2004-06-17T17:15:00.000+08:00

finalli change into a few template.. this is new.. n wif a new song too.. so gd.. haiz.. feel veri tired.. i onli slp for 4 hrs? i got a feeling that my brain gonna switch off soon.. haha.. i finalli noe how to make the tagboard le.. i wanna say a big big thank you to hui fen.. hehe.. kaixin also got giv mi advice .. but her one abit chim.. i trying for a week plus still cannot.. cannot blame la.. i m stoopid. u noe..

he called when im having lunch.. he said he's going to work le.. n added that he felt so guilty.. he din noe y i din slp last nite.. mi too.. haiz.. i suppose that i wun be meetin him for the next 3 days ba.. this week cannot go out.. im broke~!! hee.. i think i got to go rest in peace le..

i will be back~!! =)

2004-06-17T06:43:00.000+08:00

the time is now 6.43 am.. 17 june 2004.. wah,, this is the earliest time i woke up huh.. actualli is i din slp at all last nite.. u may be wonderin y.. so m i~!!what's wrong wif mi.. why i still awake at this hour.. he say that he will change.. shld i believe him once againz?? i realli can't bear to let him go.. why m i taking tis risk?? is he taking mi for granted.. is this realli over for us?? wel. i guess even god also hav no ans for mi.. onli time can tell.. ........

*dun ever say u wanna brk up when u still love him.. cos u noe u will gonna regret ...*

songs to descride my feeling perfectly..

2004-06-16T21:58:00.000+08:00

Chorus
It's tearin up my heart when I'm with you
And when we are apart I feel it too
And no matter what I do I feel the pain
With or without you

Hey

Baby, I don't understand
Just why we can't be lovers
Things are getting out of hand
Tryin to0 much, but baby we can win
Let it go, if you want me girl let me know
I am down, on my knees
I can't take it anymore

Chorus

Hooooooh, all right

Baby don't misunderstand,
(don't misunderstand)
What I'm trying to tell ya
In the corner of my mind, (corner of my mind)
Baby it feels like we're running out of time
Let it go (go) if you want me girl let me know
I am down on my knees, I can't take it anymore ohhhhh..

Chorus

Tearin' up my heart and soul, when we're apart I feel it too
And no matter what I do I'll feel the pain with or without you

Tearin' up my heart and soul when we're apart I feel it too
And no matter what I do I'll feel the pain with or without you

Chorus 2x

And no matter what I do I feel the pain with or with out you

today is a bad day..

2004-06-15T23:58:00.000+08:00

jus came back from dear's hse.. last nite at abt 2 am plus.. i take cab to dear's hse n spent the nite wif him. its veri tian mi wor.. then wake up by his mum.. hee.. then in the afternoon.. he recieved a letter frm ns.. for what enlisted bla.. then he gan jiong sia.. cos he dunwan go in.. haha.. then he veri bad temper lor.. i jus stand in his way.. then he tell mi to go away.. i was saddened~!!

then his com cannot reg online for the deferment.. i pei him go his cousin hse lor.. quite near la.. then mi veri tired ma.. so i walk quite slow.. but i personally think fast for ple like mi le leh.. then he walk veri fast sia.. nv wait for mi u noe.. he keep askin mi to walk faster.. veri impatiently.. ="( then i was hurt man.. his attitude showing mi that as if its my fault that he nv defer like tat.. :( kao.. in his cousin hse also cannot.. the reason is becos.. the date is over.. he called the army thingy.. then wait veri long for the person to ans.. i volunteered to help him search the webby .. then he raised his voice at mi.. u listen to the phone also la.. i was pissed off man.. im helpin him~!! why in hell he got the right to shout at mi like that..

on the way back.. i si bei buay song.. i m utterly disappointed wif him.. so i called his mei mei to bring my bag downstairs.. n IM GOING HOME~!! when i saw his sis.. i immediately break into tears.. i was heartbroken.. at tat time.. im realli thinkin of brking up.. i kept on crying n crying.. n his mei was consoling me.. sayin liyun jie jie dun cry le la.. but kelvin.. he stopped mi frm going home. he ask mi pei him take cab to the place to settle the defer thingy.. so i pei him.. but was still crying on the cab.. i suppose that the driver was curious what happen ba.. cos he keep looking to the back~!! :( haiz.. but now i forgiv him.. n ask him to promise that there will be no second time.. or else.. ...

now toking on phone wif himlor.. though i forgiv him le.. but this memory will stay wif mi.. til the day i die.. cos he break my heart.. n i dun think it can be heal in such a sh0rt period of time. n he changed his msn nick back to his .. haiz.. dun say le.. i duno what to say also.. ='(

*ai de fang xiang zhao bu tao.. wo zai ni xin li hai shen tou shao??

2004-06-14T22:41:00.000+08:00

woke up at 12 plus.. cook a big pot of spiral macrononi.. then prepared to meet laogong..bring along a big container of the spiral.. n stingray.. hee.. i made it myself.. then went to his hse lor.. watch tebee until 4 plus.. then he must go work le.. n for mi.. i hav to go home alone.. haiz.. sianx.. actualli today not veri happi wif him.. he wan hug hug.. i jus pushed him away.. i think maybe becos he spent too much time watchin his football matches.. n neglected mi on the phone ba.. kaoz.. when on the phone.. he can keep silent for veri long one leh.. cmi sia.. then tok to him.. he like nv listen.. i repeat until i du lan liao.. aiyo.. i also dun care liao la..

jus now trying to copy some chinese lyrics to put here one.. but cannoot.. aiya.. i stoopid la.. cannot blame.. =( i now go n watch holland village le.. bye.. wo ba er fen zhi yi de ni jiao tao ta shou zhong~!!..

HOW TO ADD THE TAGBOARD

2004-06-14T00:27:00.000+08:00

hee.. jus came back from siti's bbq.. veri happi to meet up wif my fren.. jin hua.. get to know three new frenz.. xinyi, linda n oops.. i forgot her name. they r all so frenly! hee.. all the foods r damn delicious man.. i realli enjoy it!..

wah lau.. noe trying to figure out how to add a tagboard.. y m i so stoopid??!!!!!!! hee.. nth to sae le.. bye.. if anyone hu r readin this who noe how to add tagboard.. pls msg mi.. 10s!!!

i change a new hp~!! =D~ happie..

2004-06-12T22:23:00.000+08:00

hihi.. ytd nitez.. i nv slp sia.. waitin for dearz to reach home frm his work.. wah kao. u noe wht time he reach home? 5 am~!! n i n tat stoopid silly gal.. who waited.. i was kan jiong sia.. i tot he kana accident. i even watch tebee to see whether got any news anot.. -_=" then he finalli called.. he said he was drinking beer at orchard.. wif his colleages.. (duno true anot) he said he forgotten to call mi.. kaoz.. this time.. i giv him last warning to get a hp.. or else.. i dun fren him le.. let mi worry so mani times.. n cannot even contact him.. in the end.. i 6.30am then slp.. :'(

then i woke up at 1 plus.. n heat up one rice dumpling to eat.. taste suck.. got red beanxx, mushroom.. n meat.. *puKe* lose all my appetite..
then at 4 plus.. i bring my xiao mei mei to jp.. buy some stationaries.. bring her to eat happy meal.. n bought my mum's favourite~!! sushi!!! then we hurried to mum's workplace lor..

jus got home.. n eaten my dinner.. hee..

dad got mi a new hp.. it is the LG g7100.. the screen can rotate one.. so happi.. hee.. but dun realli noe how to use.. hehe..

tml will be at bukit batok for bbq. wif my close fren.. jin hua siti ken!! wo lai le.. hehe.. i think i will stop here.. bye bye..

believe or not?

2004-06-12T00:21:00.000+08:00

sianz.. these few days nv online.. cos im damn busy man.. but i already forgotten the things i did.. hee.. thurs i hav to help my dad tend the stall.. cos my mum is worn out.. hais.. hav to disappoint my dear frens.. as we already agreed to go for a buffet on that dae.. i wanna say a BIG sorri to them.. dear keep coming to my hse at night to pei mi.. til 3-4 am then he take cab hm..

haiz.. i dunwan him to come.. n waste his money.. but he insisted.. he noe i will be veri lonely during his working days.. so he is trying to make up for it..
last nite.. i let dearz to read my bloggi..when he saw my bloggi.. he hug mi real tight.. cos he din noe that i feel so miserable.. he kneeled down in front of mi.. keep saying sorri.. i was .. dumbfounded?? haiz.. although i was a bit sad.. but i noe he still loves mi alot..

Today.. i jus chatted wif kx.. she is having a veri heavy flu.. so im now here.. to pray for her recovery.. n stop this flu cycle.. amen~!! hee..

sian..

2004-06-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

June 03-haiz.. wo hao sian wor.. ytd went orchard againz.. this time wif laogong la.. we went queentown at 1st.. cos he wan see shoes.. when we reached there.. it was damn crowded.. the shooping centre has changed a lot sia.. more modern than last time.. i shld say better.. cos more new n interesting shops to walk walk ma.. then we took bus 14 to orchard.. i think it takes us long hours to reach there.. traffic jam until all the carthere all bibibi.. CMI sia..
then we finalli reached dere.. lalala..
then our 1st destination.. go far east..we settled our lunch at the burger king there.. duno why i like BK so much. i like the burger.. n onion rings~!! so niccceee.. hee.. then we the plaza shop le.. he ben lai wan buy a nike shoes.. at 300++ sia.. i stopped him...
OMg. so Ex.. if he buy.. half his pay all vanished sia.. then we saw my best buddy JIN HUA.. wah lau she jumped on mi sia.. i shocked n stared at her.. as if she alien.. lol.. i was veri happi to see her.. she cut her hair until a bit punk punk.. like boy boy.. i think nt suitable la.. but she like it can le.. but she is a chiobu can le la..
GoNgz.. bought three tee shirt black one somemore.. 3 tee.. 150++ le.. gt one okok tee cost 69.. i nearly faint... he din even blinked sia.. then i damn sian.. cos i nv buy anything.. i wan buy sabdals.. but cant see any i like one leh..
then we go paragon eat ding tai feng eat jiao zi.. la mian.. veri nice n ex.. the toliet also veri cute,, lol.. gong duno how to open the door sia.. hehe.. must press the button one.. lolxx..
after tat we went back to jp.. to watch harry potter!!!! quite nice la.. but the ending nt veri gd.. harry has grown up.. a yandao .. lol.. den it ended at 11.30.. dear bring mi hm.. he stayed wif mi until 3am... den he go hm lorrrrr..
n now.. i tokin phone wif him.. ma de.. he work at 6.. n now onli 3.30.. he say he wan go work le.. actualli he wan buy his shoes mag.. all 10 or 20 over dollars..so that he can hao lian that he noe the latest sho3s.+_+*
sian argh..................................................

HaPPiE dAY!!

2004-06-11T23:13:00.000+08:00

JunE 01
heheee.. today veri song.. i went out wif bo wei n kaixin to orchard.. mission= to hunt for shu hui's birthday present.. hee.. mission accomplished= a veri veri cute n sweeeetttt kitty wallet.. veri flurry.. i choose one leh.. li hai ma? =D~ hai.. but wo hao lei wor.. today we veri bo liao leh. walk from orchard to bugis.. not tk mrt or bus.. is WALK.. hee.. *leg painz painz*
despite a veri wonderful time spent with my two best frenz.. i feel a bit sad la.. cos i actualli meeting GonGz at orchard mrt.. but his stoopid manager last min call him to go work.. tml he better giv GoNgz off wor.. cos i alreadi bought the HARRY POTTER tix.. haha.. sit behind ... hehe.. duneed stretch neck until kns le.. if GoNgz tml nv pei mi. i DUN FREN HIM~!!! *_*|||
Today we also go HarD RoCk CaFe to eat.. 1st time going there.. quite fun.. ate fish n chips there.. quite nice la.. *eat until veri full* then we go orcchard point see my gay fren.. he veri yandao n cute.. but i think he went ns le.. thens aw my old colleages there. they say mi fei mi.. ARGH.. must jian fei.~!! si GoNGz.. i dunwan eat le..^_^
***MISSION = tml start to diet le..
wish mi luck nor.. go watch teebee le..

ArGh!

2004-06-11T23:12:00.000+08:00

May 31-
wah lau.. i accidentalli delete the posting.. aRGH~!! have to retype.. well ytd had a quarrel wif dearie.. becos i think he dun like mi.. cos he wun change his msn nick.. to long ai yun .. he onli care abt his nike shoes.. n also.. that i think im tired.. of waiting so late at night for his call.. (he work until veri late) persuadin him not to spend too much of his money on NIKE.. he alreadi has 3 pair.. veri EX one u noe.. haiz.. im jus tired tired tired...........
ytd night.. he come find mi.. straight after his work wor.. knock on my door.. but i nv open.. cos i think i heard something,.. but i keep persuading myself that is upstair.. what a coward am i ,.. wahaha.. then he bring mi go zhu cao.. to eat bbq stingay.. wah lao.. veri spicy sia.. n he order a lot sia.. siao one leh.. but i onli eat a little.. wo zai jian fei leh.. he everytime like this one leh.. duno how to choose time one .. lolz.. erm.. actualli i veri surprised lor.. realli.. i nv tot he will come my hse..i rmber that he told mi ytd morning.. that when he was slping.. he felt something impt missing.. well.. ithink maybe is my heart.. seriously.. i nearly give up le.. his sudden visit have shaken my determination of brking up.. to be exact.. he make mi love him more le..
dear i got something to tell u.. *_* i love u.. thank for giving mi all ur love.. thanks for showerin mi wif all ur time n concern jus to assure mi .. we must jia you wor.. hope to be ur baobei foreva.. wo ai ni.. hee..

hi againz~~

2004-06-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

well.. i used to hav one blog.. but i think thats something wrong wif that.. so i creat a new one.. hee.. hope u all like it..
further on.. i will post my old posts.. new one ar.. wait lor.. haha..

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